I'm really not good at this blogging stuff. I have been running around like a chicken lately trying to come up with things to fill my time and distract me from my mental issues. *laughs* I'm an emo bitch sometimes. My friend Rance gave me this great song that i cant stop listening to. It's a cover of the song I'm Real. Originally done by JLo and Ja Rule, it was fantastically covered by Lovage. With Mike Patton singing JLo's part...what could be better?!

I have 34 minutes until this day is over. I actually called in sick this morning due to a doozy of a headache, but was not to gently reminded that it's month end. I came in and did month end, and my head still feels like its going to fall the fuck off. Pardon my language. Pain makes me cuss. Well, being conscious makes me cuss, but I try not to do it in a public forum usually.

Well I am going to go distract myself for a half an hour by trying to do something constructive. Be well my lovahs and I will try to blog again soon. I want to add some pretty pictures to show you. Well...the two that actually read this have already seen them, but if anyone should happen to stumble upon me, I want you to have something to look at.

Apparently I can shut up...

Holy Moly! It's been a few weeks since I posted here. I am a bad bad blogger. A lot has gone on since I last blogged. I've been djing like a mad woman. I fell in love with a new club and sim. The club, Umbra Penumbra, is the best club ever. The owner Violet has collected a group of the most kick ass dj's ever. Myself included! *laughs* I'm a nerd. The sim is called Atrocity (two sims actually) and it's a fantastic urban build. Again, Violet has done an amazing job creating a place that people want to be. There is a group of people that live there that are funny and fun and crazy. I love being there, so much in fact I rented a little apartment. I like to get on my motorcycle and ride around the neighborhood and see what everyone is up to. My neighbors, Tattoo and lizzy, often have chairs out and a group of people congregated for conversations. Good times, good times. I hope everyone had a happy new year! I know I did. I spent new years eve djing at Umbra. I brought in the central and pacific new year. Before my set, Temple Oe rocked people with a nice punk set. I even got a new years kiss! Hot enough to melt my prim panties (if i wore panties), but I'm not gonna say who. A girl has to have her secrets. Also, the two people that read this blog already know. *laughs and laughs* Be well my lovelies. I will try to jazz this blog up soon.

Tonight is naked dance night and I am in a NIN sort of mood...

I hope I don't disappoint Mo. He tells me that he loves my sets, but I am not sure if he is down with the nine inch nails. I am sitting at work dreaming of sunshine and a nap when I totally should be working. I am using babel fish to chat with my friend in German and Spanish. He speaks English and is using babel fish to respond. I wonder what we are really saying to eachother. I got nothing left. Maybe I will post some pictures later.

Picture payday and naked dance parties...

Last night I finally got the courage to give the wedding pictures to Akasha and she LOVED them. I told her to pay me 4k because I felt guilty about asking for 6. Now I have lindens burning a hole in my pocket. I see a shopping spree in my future. I have been having my naked dance parties on Wednesday nights again for the last month or so. It really isnt very successful. When I used to have it, I had tons of people come by and get naked. These days it's just me and Noir and Mo and Geist. I love that they come support me though and they all look freaking fantastico naked. I just wish I had more people to play music for. I love when people get off on the music that I play. It pleases me greatly. Noir says it takes time to get a following, but I am impatient. I did get to dance naked with one of my favorite people in SL though, so that was good.

bloody weddings and the father of the vampires

First of all, the wedding was postponed. It was last night instead of Saturday night. I get to transylvania like an hour early, because that place will fill up when there is an event. I took something like 147 pictures. It was nutty really. The bride was beautiful. I had to make a quick run to bits and bobs to pick up wedding related pose sets because no one had thought ahead to that. So I get the bride and the groom and the brides maids and the grooms men all up on the pose balls and they decide that Obscuro needs to be in the pictures. Only one or two people actually read this and I know Noir know's who Obscuro is. The father of the Vampires. Ive always thought that his av was ugly, but he has a charisma that is undeniable. So they tp him in and it literally takes 15 minutes for him to find the ball he needed to be on. I am sure this is due to lag and stuff not rezzing, but it was frustrating and hilarious all at the same time. Then when he finally finds the ball, his sit AO kicks in and his leg comes out the groin of one of the grooms men. By this time i have tears of frustration and laughter pooring down my face. So, it takes another 10 minutes or so for him to realize that we are talking to him about the foot issue. He see's himself just fine on his screen. 30 seconds later I have my pics taken. Sheesh. Over all it took almost 2 hours. I was a nervous wreck the whole time. And I am sure that they are going to hate the pictures.

Bloody weddings and paying profile pics...OH MY

So this weekend I have a job to take pictures at a Wedding. More specifically a Blood Bond. Which is a wedding with blood. I think. I am nervous. I hate doing weddings because I am always afraid that the people won't like my interpretation of their special moments...or some crap like that. The pay day will be nice. At minimum it will be 2k L$, probably closer to 5k. I just hope they like it. I'm a nervous nelly. I wish I could be like my friend Noirran. She is always very composed and confident and knows what's going on. I feel like her slightly retarded friend. Oh well. It's just pixels right. And as horrible as it is to say, chances are the partnering won't last long and the pictures will be burned (deleted). They should just live in sin.

I'm bad with this blogging thingy...

Not a whole lot has been happening in the world of Zarabella. That was really a self important statement, wasn't it? I guess, though, the whole blog thing is pretty self important. Oh well. Anyways...I have been learning to make clothes. It is SOOOO hard! And SOOOOOO addictive. I can sit for hours staring at Photoshop. It's pretty crazy actually.

Tonight, I am djing. I do a naked dance party in Extasia on wednesday nights at 8 PDT/SLT. Fun stuff. Everyone gets their naked dance on and I play musics and there is sometimes chatting. Tomorrow being a holiday, I really dont expect many people to be there. But the sexy and wonderful Noirran Marx said she will be there, as well as her Partner Mo. They make things fun, so if they are the only ones there, that wouldnt be horrible.